I feel slightly better than I did yesterday, and yesterday I felt slightly better than I did the day before. I�m still a little down, but I had my crying fit and had a few drinks and passed out for a full 9 hours of sleep, and when I woke up this morning felt much better. This will probably hurt me inside for a while and it will definitely make me more cautious of who I trust, but I refuse to allow it to kill me. It�s a pretty deep blow and will wound me, yes. I can�t help that, but if I allow it to kill the best parts of who I am then I lose the game altogether.